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Silva, 26 y.o., Russia, Yekaterinburg

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First name: Silva

Age: 26

Location: Russia, Yekaterinburg

Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

Weight: 75kg

Height: 163cm

Eye colour: Blue

Hair colour: Dark Blonde

Body type: Athletic

On your body there are: Piercings, Scars

Smoking Frequency: Never

Drinking Frequency: Occasionally(Socially)

Sleeping habits: Does not matter

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Want children: No

Do you agree to move ?:

I agree to stay in my city
I agree to move inside my country
I agree to move to another country

Your priorities in life:

Family, long-term relationship
Welfare/well-being
Balance of mind
Health

Your income: Constant small income

What do you think about travelling and meeting expenses: I am not ready to pay

Education: Some college

Job title: Other

What religion do you practice?: Other

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Age: 28 - 36

Country: Western Europe, Eastern Europe, Former CIS, North America, Asia

Weight: 90.8 - 118.04 kg

Height: 180 - 201 cm

Eye colour: Any

Hair colour: Black, Light Brown, Dark Brown

Is it okay if they have children?: No

Body type: Slender, Average, Muscular

Ethnic Preference: Asian, White/Caucasian, Hispanic/Latino, Pacific Islander, South American

How would you describe yourself?: In my free time, I immerse myself in activities that allow me to delve into my thoughts and find inner harmony. I enjoy creating, whether it's drawing or sculpting—these moments allow me to express my emotions and experiences through art. I find inspiration in music and literature, searching for hidden meaning and depth in words and images.

Sometimes, I indulge in games or manhwa, especially when they offer me the chance to see the world from different perspectives or provoke thoughts on life and human fate. Such activities allow me to relax while also stimulating my imagination.

I also value moments of solitude, when I can fully immerse myself in reflection, exploring new ideas and concepts. Engaging in philosophical and deep conversations is something that fills me with purpose.
How would you describe your ideal partner?: This is a person whose dark strength permeates every movement. He has walked through the darkness, faced pain and loss, and it is these experiences that have shaped his character. He doesn't need words to show his resilience—his gaze, heavy and dark, speaks louder than a thousand phrases. His eyes hold not only wisdom but also the deep, painful experiences he has endured. It’s the look of someone who has seen and survived the unbearable, and now carries that weight with him, with a sense of inner emptiness and strength.

He is not one to seek easy solutions or run from his fears. His presence feels almost otherworldly, a consuming force that engulfs the light and space around him. His face reflects not just his courage, but also the dark side of his soul—sharp lines, a guarded, yet always alert gaze.

His long black hair adds an air of mystery to his appearance. It falls over his shoulders like shadows, enhancing the gloomy aura that follows him in his everyday existence. The hair symbolizes his depth, adding a dramatic and enigmatic quality to his image, as if he were part of the night that never meets the dawn.

This person’s clothing further emphasizes his darkness and power. He prefers a style that blends refined elegance with a dark, almost Gothic atmosphere. Black leather coats with minimalist but expressive details, clothing with medieval elements or something hinting at ancient luxury hidden in the shadows. His style is not just a way of dressing but a continuation of his inner world. Everything in his appearance, from his shoes to accessories, speaks of his independence and his readiness to face the world in his darkest and strongest form.

This person is not for everyone, but for those who are willing to face the dark sides of life and are not afraid of them.
If you had 10 million dollars to spare, what would you do with it?: If I had an extra 10 million dollars, I wouldn't waste it on expensive jewelry or meaningless pleasures. These would be funds that could serve as a powerful tool for creating something more significant, for expanding my world and growth.

First and foremost, I would invest part of the money into my own creativity and development. It could be the opening of a studio to create art, a space where I could immerse myself in my ideas, develop new projects, and work with other creative people who share my views and aspirations. I would also use the money to continue my education—studying philosophy, psychoanalysis, occultism, and other subjects that interest me—deepening my understanding of the world and people around me.

A portion of the money would go towards helping those who truly need it, perhaps supporting projects that assist people who are in difficult life situations, or those who work with individuals who have experienced pain or loss. Not because I feel the need to "save the world," but because these moments resonate with me, and I want to provide real help to those who deserve it.

I would also help animal shelters, as I understand how important it is to care for those who can't care for themselves, and many animals deserve a chance at a new life, to be healed and loved. This would be my small contribution to the creatures that need care.

An important part of this journey would also be assisting my family, especially relatives, whom I could help improve their lives, whether through education, health, or simply supporting them in difficult times. The happiness and well-being of those I love are just as important to me.

As for the remaining amount, I would probably use it to travel to the corners of the world that have always fascinated me with their history, mysticism, and secrets. Places where you can not only see something new but also feel that there is something greater hidden in the shadows that we usually don't notice.

This is how I would distribute my 10 million—to continue my journey, explore new horizons, and never lose connection with those who truly matter in my world.
What quality do you value most in the opposite sex?: I especially value strength in men, but not the kind that manifests in loud words or gestures. It’s the strength that is hidden in their gaze, in their actions, in how they carry their pain and darkness. It’s the kind of strength forged through suffering and trials, but one that hasn’t broken the person. The strength that remains steadfast even in the bleakest and most unforgiving situations.

I am drawn to deep, genuine wisdom, but not the kind that comes easily. I respect those who are able to go to the end, those who have survived numerous battles—both external and internal—and despite it all, remain whole. Their eyes, heavy and dark, speak of their experiences far more than any story could. I admire a man who isn’t afraid to be real, who doesn’t hide behind facades and illusions, but faces the darker sides of life, and despite it all, retains his determination and inner strength.

His silence isn’t from aloofness, but from depth. He doesn’t need unnecessary words to convey his resilience and understanding. This man knows that true strength lies not in speaking, but in acting when it truly matters.

And, of course, his appearance must reflect this same strength. Long black hair, sharp lines of his face, a dark elegance in his attire. He should be someone whose presence is felt even in the shadows, in the silence. There is no room for emptiness in his image—everything in him is imbued with meaning, a dark history, and quiet dignity.
What has produced the biggest impression (shock) on you?: Two events in my life stand out, shaping me into who I am today. Everything that came before and after them feels like a faded background in comparison to what I’ve been through. My childhood world was shattered by tragedies I still can't forget—events that left an indelible mark on my soul. But what truly shook me can't be simply expressed in words. It's not just pain; it's the realization that I faced the cruelty of the world in its darkest form.

The first incident, when I witnessed how life, something so precious, can be torn apart in an instant. The pain of loss, of seeing how unimaginable cruelty leaves people broken and powerless. I saw hope vanish, and I could no longer believe in a brighter future. I was lost in that chaos, in that darkness, gasping for air filled with nothing but despair.

Then came the second, a moment that shattered me to my core. When I saw how the world can be not just cruel, but cold and soulless. When life itself seemed stripped of meaning, and the only answer to it all was emptiness. That moment forced me to question how one can continue living when everything around you is falling apart, when every step feels like a struggle. But despite it all, despite the overwhelming darkness, I kept moving forward.

I never lost my kindness. Suddenly, I realized that despite all the pain, the fears, and the trauma I had endured, I remained a caring person. I didn’t allow myself to become a stone. I still feel, still care, and I want to nurture those around me. Despite the darkness that engulfed me, I learned to find light where others might not even imagine it. And perhaps, that is what truly shook me the most—the ability to remain kind, despite all the horrors I've faced.
What are your goals now?: Right now, I don't have a concrete goal in mind. The world around me is uncertain, and so are the paths ahead. There’s no specific destination that I’m chasing. But in the chaos of it all, there’s one constant: I strive to become the best version of myself. Every day, I push myself, even when it feels like I’m standing still, or when everything seems to fall apart around me.

There are moments when I fall, when the weight of everything gets too heavy to bear, and the temptation to give up is overwhelming. But I remind myself—this is life. This is reality. It’s cruel, it’s unforgiving, but it’s also the truth I have to live with. These moments of weakness, of doubt, don’t define me. What matters is the ability to stand back up each time and keep going, even when the future feels uncertain and the darkness creeps in.

My goal is survival, in its purest form. To survive and not lose myself in the process. To hold on to the essence of who I am, despite everything that tries to tear me apart. I don’t need anything else. Because to truly live in this world, sometimes, the only victory is in remaining true to yourself.
Do you have a lot of friends?: No
What would you like to change in yourself?: I would like to change many things about myself, and the path to that has been long and difficult. A prolonged depressive episode that lasted for a long time left its marks, and the consequences of it are something I still feel. Recovery is not a quick process, and I have to work on myself every day.

Due to compulsive overeating and prolonged use of hormonal medications, I gained a lot of weight, reaching 93 kg. Now I weigh 75, and while it's a significant step forward, I still strive to become stronger. I engage in sports not only to improve my physical form but also to discipline myself, to channel my efforts not just into external results but into internal resilience.

I would love to return to creativity. I've always cherished moments when I could immerse myself in art, but right now, my time and energy are focused on recovery and overcoming current struggles. I can't allow myself to be who I once was, but I don’t lose hope that I will find the strength to return to it in the future.

I also try to take care of myself, despite the exhaustion and challenges. My face and body are my way of telling myself that I'm not lost yet. I want to remain a well-groomed woman because it helps me feel more confident and gives me a small sense of control in a world that often feels too chaotic.
What are your weaknesses?: My flaws, like those of anyone, often hide in the dark corners of my soul. I tend to put others' needs before my own, forgetting about myself, which inevitably leads to emotional and physical exhaustion. I often find myself vulnerable to manipulation, not allowing myself rest or time to recover. At times, I am too harsh on myself, demanding the impossible and not forgiving my own mistakes.

In moments of pain and weakness, I can fall into dark thoughts and feelings, allowing them to consume me. This leads to me becoming closed off and distancing myself from others. I fear being vulnerable because it means losing control. I often hide my vulnerabilities, keeping them from those around me, even though deep down I long to trust and be real.

I can be extremely stubborn and capricious, sometimes struggling to control my emotions, especially when I am tired or stressed. It’s hard for me to hold back, and even the smallest things can set me off. I know that I need to work on my speech, to be more composed and mindful of how I speak so as not to hurt or offend others. Sometimes, aggression bursts out, and I realize that this is far from the best way to express my feelings. This is something I need to work on in order to become more calm and balanced.
What are your strengths ?: I decided to speak about my flaws right away, as there's no point in hiding the darker sides when they’re already part of you. They help define who you are. But as for my strengths... perhaps they’re better left for later, like a shadow — always there, but not immediately seen. We all have our dark corners and our light ones, and I’m no exception. Let me be a mystery, and you can decide what lies behind my words, my eyes, my actions. The time will come when you’ll see what hides beneath that shadow, what I conceal. After all, strengths, like flaws, often reveal themselves in those moments when we are most sincere, most vulnerable, and open with one another.
What are your favourite games?: Aion, terraria, mortal shell, Board games and tabletop role-playing games.

I have a passion for a wide variety of games, and while I do have Steam, my interests span across many different genres and platforms. Gaming is a way for me to explore new worlds, challenge my mind, and unwind in a way that feels personal and immersive. Whether it’s a strategic conquest, an emotional story, or a fantastical adventure, I find joy in experiencing them all.
What kinds of music do you like?: Death metal, classic, Scandinavian folk, alternative, witch house, phonk

Do I enjoy gardening?: It's OK - if it is done for me
Do I enjoy grocery shopping?: I like it very much
Do I enjoy other types of Shopping?: I like it very much
Do I enjoy cooking?: I cook rather than starve
How often do I like to go out?: Twice a week
Do I enjoy dining out?: I like it a lot
When it comes to TV: Turn it off
When it comes to money: I've been known to blow some cash but I know my limits
Describe myself at a party as a: Social butterfly
Keep my space: It's not perfect but close
Ideally I would like to live in a: house in the suburbs
Preference for pets: I have Cats, Don't have but like Dogs, Fish, Reptiles, Birds, Exotic pets, Rodents

What type of television programs do I enjoy watching most?: Sci-fi, Soaps, Nature/wildlife, Mystery/thriller, Horror, Films, Educational, Drama, Comedy, Cartoons, Action/Adventure
I enjoy spending free time: Doing something athletic, Having lunch with a friend, Playing with my pet, Shopping, Visiting a museum or gallery, Napping, Catching up on household chores, Pursuing a hobby, Having a snack, Taking a walk, In nature, Playing on the computer, Browsing the Internet
Activities that I enjoy: Other, Walking, Weight lifting
Forms of entertainment that I enjoy: Bars/pubs, Board games, Concerts, Fashion events, Fine dining, Movies, Museum/arts, Classical music, Rock music, Reading, Surfing the web, Video games
Other hobbies or interests: Antiques, cats, collecting, computers, creative writing, dogs, painting, philosophy/spiritual, photography, shopping, travelling